“honkiet, you can do it!”
“honkiet, you can do it!!!” – have u ever said this to me? I’ve been hearing this again and again in my life. And recently, I’ve been telling myself the same thing as well. Reminding myself, “Yes…I can do it and must do it!!!” At the same time, I’ve started telling people that there are things which I can’t do. What’s going on?
I’ve been really trying hard to stretch beyond my limits. To do what I think I can’t do. To do things which I’m not used to do. TO LEAVE MY COMFORT ZONE. Emotionally, I feel a bit lack of motivation and a strong feeling of being overwhelmed. What’s holding me back? I know of course.
In order to make something work, I have to be aware of what isn’t working. I am aware of what isn’t working… But instead of changing the situation I am really trying my very best to CHANGE MYSELF. Almost every areas in my life is in dry season now… I have the feeling of saying I wanna rest for a while… But things keep moving, and keep changing very fast, I just can’t find the ‘pause button’.
Don’t ask me, “what’s going on honkiet?” Too much to explain, too many things happens at the same time.
“honkiet just need a rest…”
